this weekend..no one at home..all my friends gone back to their places for the long weekend..and my best friend wasn't able to make it to pune! so basically NO ONE to hang out with! sad right?
but..but..but..i am having a really AWESOME weekend!
its not exactly new..i have stayed home alone many times! and when i am alone i always freak out..friends over my place..staying out late in the night..you get the idea? basically do all the things i am not allowed to!
whats new this time i guess is that suddenly out of nowhere i wanted to stay ALONE..properly alone! i didn't wanna go meet friends...booze..have hukka..chat!
this weekend was completely just me..net..tv..music..fun with my sis..cooking..house chores..staring outside windows..thinking..
and just loving my life totally!
i am so proud of the fact that i made a completely meant-to-be-disastrous weekend into so much of fun...
alone!! :)
muaaahh..to me!
and you too..to read any rubbish that i write!! :P :*
Sunday, August 22, 2010
Sunday, August 8, 2010
August 9th of Weird Happy Moods and Flower dissection! :|
okay so first goes the weirder one! thats right flower dissection!!
i dunno how many people are into biology and out of them how many like botany! but seriously have you ever tried dissecting flowers? i learnt that in my latest floral biology class..and its soooo cool! okay...laugh at me how much ever you want but i am telling you..you know the kind of interest guys have in opening up all sorts of machines and cars and stuff..thats the kind of high it gives me! so what i did today was..i dissected two-three flowers from my mum's garden!! :P
salvia, gerbera and peppermint..i doubt you are interested but anyway since you read this much you could bear some more! :P
the second part is..well..you see i have exams coming up..from tomorrow...my mid terms..
i have two DIFFICULT papers tomorrow! and i haven't even touched one of them and finished about 60% of the other! and i don't feel like studying at all! normally at this stage i would be in full swing tension mode..but right now i don't give a fuck! i just wanna go write those stupid papers, finish them off and go to Thane!!
i know what you are wondering...so how come i am happy??
I DON'T KNOW!! i am just very very happy!! i am missing so many people..i just want to thank them for being there in my life...feel like opening up and talking to them..feel like meeting strangers and allowing them to know me for the very first time! AND i feel like hugging someone tight...JUST hugging mind you..i count that as a good thing because normally i am scared of emotional intimacy (not physical)..
and oh yeah..i also feel like going off on my own somewhere far off..for a month or so!
i just read what i wrote...and i realised its very difficult to put this feeling into words! i am not doing justice to it...whatever..at least now you know why i call it weird happy moods!
P.S. Does anyone know where i could bungee jump? i want to bungee jump..
seriously if i had a rope or something i would jump off my eighth floor balcony! :P
i dunno how many people are into biology and out of them how many like botany! but seriously have you ever tried dissecting flowers? i learnt that in my latest floral biology class..and its soooo cool! okay...laugh at me how much ever you want but i am telling you..you know the kind of interest guys have in opening up all sorts of machines and cars and stuff..thats the kind of high it gives me! so what i did today was..i dissected two-three flowers from my mum's garden!! :P
salvia, gerbera and peppermint..i doubt you are interested but anyway since you read this much you could bear some more! :P
the second part is..well..you see i have exams coming up..from tomorrow...my mid terms..
i have two DIFFICULT papers tomorrow! and i haven't even touched one of them and finished about 60% of the other! and i don't feel like studying at all! normally at this stage i would be in full swing tension mode..but right now i don't give a fuck! i just wanna go write those stupid papers, finish them off and go to Thane!!
i know what you are wondering...so how come i am happy??
I DON'T KNOW!! i am just very very happy!! i am missing so many people..i just want to thank them for being there in my life...feel like opening up and talking to them..feel like meeting strangers and allowing them to know me for the very first time! AND i feel like hugging someone tight...JUST hugging mind you..i count that as a good thing because normally i am scared of emotional intimacy (not physical)..
and oh yeah..i also feel like going off on my own somewhere far off..for a month or so!
i just read what i wrote...and i realised its very difficult to put this feeling into words! i am not doing justice to it...whatever..at least now you know why i call it weird happy moods!
P.S. Does anyone know where i could bungee jump? i want to bungee jump..
seriously if i had a rope or something i would jump off my eighth floor balcony! :P
Monday, August 2, 2010
August 2nd of F.U.N.
August finally started! i wasn't really in love with july! :|
today had to be totally one of the best days ever!! i bunked college without telling mum n dad...and set out for a day alone!! its so cooolll! i watched inception alone...AWESOME movie!
ate at KFC...went to crosswords.. :))))
i know most people would feel like its so lame and loner types to go alone!! but its is really fun..and besides today i didn't want company! i wanted alone time..to fucking love my life and love myself!
P.S.- i want to dance! :)
today had to be totally one of the best days ever!! i bunked college without telling mum n dad...and set out for a day alone!! its so cooolll! i watched inception alone...AWESOME movie!
ate at KFC...went to crosswords.. :))))
i know most people would feel like its so lame and loner types to go alone!! but its is really fun..and besides today i didn't want company! i wanted alone time..to fucking love my life and love myself!
P.S.- i want to dance! :)
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