ohk...well it wasn't exactly today that i shopped...it was yesterday! and it was soo much of funnn!!...after a LONG time!!
and then i went and enquired about the CAT classes at time also!! and i am gonna start off next week!...yayy! i am so proud of myself! :)
today i also went to McDonald's and CCD with a friend and allowed myself to binge a bit! i promise i am gonna walk back from college tomorrow.
P.S.- i think i am feeling a bit guilty but the cookie medley in CCD and chicken macMaharaja in Mc was totally worth it!! :)
P.P.S.- i think i wanna add that i am really feeling like i am back on track in life..it feels good you know..REALLY feeling happy?!...satisfied..at peace with the world instead of having to struggle with yourself to love life! :)
Thursday, July 22, 2010
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
JULY 20th
i am usually bad with dates but i am going to remember this one forever!
the awesomest thing that could have happened today did! an incident which has filled me with too much of hatred...but i have decided to convert all the hurt and anger into something beautiful...loads of inspiration and aggressive passion! i want to make something out of myself...prove my worth to my dad and to myself!
i sound like a hypocrite to myself right now seeing the amount of times i have said that doing a thing for someone else is not right...to yourself! but thats the only way i see it right now! and i don't care!
tomorrow is going to be a different day...enough of crying nyx! (nyx sounded really weird! :D)
the awesomest thing that could have happened today did! an incident which has filled me with too much of hatred...but i have decided to convert all the hurt and anger into something beautiful...loads of inspiration and aggressive passion! i want to make something out of myself...prove my worth to my dad and to myself!
i sound like a hypocrite to myself right now seeing the amount of times i have said that doing a thing for someone else is not right...to yourself! but thats the only way i see it right now! and i don't care!
tomorrow is going to be a different day...enough of crying nyx! (nyx sounded really weird! :D)
Sunday, July 18, 2010
July 18th of Cooking food! :P
ohk...thats has been a long time now since i cooked anything like proper...maggi and omelettes do not count!!
so it was really awesome when i cooked the complete lunch today...rotis..egg bhurji..and aloo ki sabzi!! yaypee...i am so proud of myself! :) :P
so it was really awesome when i cooked the complete lunch today...rotis..egg bhurji..and aloo ki sabzi!! yaypee...i am so proud of myself! :) :P
Friday, July 16, 2010
July 16th of Inspirations and Comfort food!
ohk..it should go the other way round actually!! i was having a bad day and couldn't seem to make it miraculously turn good!! so i just settled for comfort food! loads of it! pizza, choco lava cake, chicken wings and coke!! domino's rocks!!
but then i actually started feeling really weirdly depressed...coz i was all alone at home...watching tv and eating pizza like loners in movies do!!
thats when my best friend called...(ohk i hate calling her best friend again and again..i'll very soon find her an alternate name!)..and i had the awesomest talk with her...for an hour and a half! i am so inspired...that i am 95% sure i am going to switch to psychoanalysis!!
and lately i have been having everyone tell me that i should!! yaypee!! 5% more to go! :D
but then i actually started feeling really weirdly depressed...coz i was all alone at home...watching tv and eating pizza like loners in movies do!!
thats when my best friend called...(ohk i hate calling her best friend again and again..i'll very soon find her an alternate name!)..and i had the awesomest talk with her...for an hour and a half! i am so inspired...that i am 95% sure i am going to switch to psychoanalysis!!
and lately i have been having everyone tell me that i should!! yaypee!! 5% more to go! :D
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
July 13th of Crying, Laughing and Cad-B!
today was a scary day if i may say so!! i was sooooo dead bored at college and wanted real bad to go out and have some fun but frankly i don't have any company!
so all i really did was talk for a whole of two hours with my friend...cry in between...get really depressed and frustrated and irritated and fucked up..
and then as the conversation continued things got sorted and i felt better and then i was laughing like crazyy on stupid jokes! i think i might be a bipolar or something! :|
Whatever...life's weird but i am not giving in! tomorrow i am going for 'I hate luv storys' alone! or at least within this week! :P
and oh yes! i forgot! i had the awesomest ever two full Cad-Bs ever! me likes!! :D
so all i really did was talk for a whole of two hours with my friend...cry in between...get really depressed and frustrated and irritated and fucked up..
and then as the conversation continued things got sorted and i felt better and then i was laughing like crazyy on stupid jokes! i think i might be a bipolar or something! :|
Whatever...life's weird but i am not giving in! tomorrow i am going for 'I hate luv storys' alone! or at least within this week! :P
and oh yes! i forgot! i had the awesomest ever two full Cad-Bs ever! me likes!! :D
Sunday, July 11, 2010
July 11th of New Beginnings and AWESOME fun!
Wow!! i really loved the past two days SOO much!
i had sleepovers..chats down memory lane..quite a bit of binge eating and getting drunk..and loads of spending money!(that reminds me i am going to have to control my expenditure all over again..i am so gonna be a bad saver!! :|)
and and and...i tried hookah!! first time...consecutive two days! wow..awesum...though i am bit scared of getting addicted!! :|
moreover the past two days it was weird...everything felt like it was falling right back in place..jigsaw puzzle getting solved..you know like the way you feel when all you want is somehow actually happening!
i am happpy!!! actually more like content!! and i love the feeling!! :)
i had sleepovers..chats down memory lane..quite a bit of binge eating and getting drunk..and loads of spending money!(that reminds me i am going to have to control my expenditure all over again..i am so gonna be a bad saver!! :|)
and and and...i tried hookah!! first time...consecutive two days! wow..awesum...though i am bit scared of getting addicted!! :|
moreover the past two days it was weird...everything felt like it was falling right back in place..jigsaw puzzle getting solved..you know like the way you feel when all you want is somehow actually happening!
i am happpy!!! actually more like content!! and i love the feeling!! :)
Friday, July 9, 2010
July 9th of getting the net and my best friend!!
oh-my-gawd!! in the same day?!!!?
i must be getting really lucky again!!
shit seriously god only knows how i managed to survive no proper net for such a long timeeee!! i hated it! there was just this cybercafe down the road but it sucked. and i would hate blogging from there!! no particular reason...JuSt!
anyway so i finally got wireless connection at my place..after a tremendously long period of time..and guess what..not only that..i have my best friend coming over to my place for the weekend from thane!! awsomeee!!!
i am absolutely sure that the next two days are gonna totally rock..so i am definitely gonna write about them.. :)
i must be getting really lucky again!!
shit seriously god only knows how i managed to survive no proper net for such a long timeeee!! i hated it! there was just this cybercafe down the road but it sucked. and i would hate blogging from there!! no particular reason...JuSt!
anyway so i finally got wireless connection at my place..after a tremendously long period of time..and guess what..not only that..i have my best friend coming over to my place for the weekend from thane!! awsomeee!!!
i am absolutely sure that the next two days are gonna totally rock..so i am definitely gonna write about them.. :)
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